one thing that makes me happy

I’m just so done with everything. I can’t stand seeing you every damn day. I hate it. It gives me the worst feeling in the world. There’s something about you that kills me inside. I hate that you can forget me so easily and I can’t get you out of my head. How is it that everything we had could go to shit so quick? Why did you let what everyone else had to say get to you? Don’t blame me, it was never me that was the problem. It was you not having a backbone. People don’t just say I love you one second and then later that day leave like it’s nothing. Don’t say you never meant to hurt me, that’s complete bullshit. Don’t say you love me, you never meant it. Don’t say you want to be friends, then pretend I don’t exist. And do me a favor, please? Don’t wave around what you do with other girls in my face. What does that accomplish? All it does is make me hate and resent you. And trust me boy, I’m not someone you want on your bad side. I can be your worst nightmare. Don’t believe me? Watch me.

i love finding out from your friends that you hooked up with another girl the day before me. do me a favor? never talk to me again. i deserve a good guy, not a joke.

story of my life.